Sitting here mulling things over today. I don’t feel like posting in great detail about the things that are bothering me, but maybe a wish list will suffice.
…that we lived in simpler times
…that ShaMoo didn’t have so many things to worry about with her babies
…that true happiness was within my reach
…that I didn’t feel the way I feel about [something I’m not going to talk about here]
…I was able to let some things go
…sleep would be my friend, and not my enemy
…that just once in a while, romance might find me and whisk me away for a time!
…I could get my act together!
I know it sounds like I’m in a funk, but I’m really not. I have a lot going on; a lot to think about. I am at a Crossroads, and not sure which way to turn, if I turn at all. That decision doesn’t need to be made right now though. I have time. Then there are other factors messing with me and making the ultimate decision less simple, even as I enjoy it/them.
Time is on my side. At least for now.
Sorry to be so cryptic, but some things are best left unsaid. You understand.